Book Review of Turtles All the Way Down

“Our hearts were broken in the same places. That’s something like love, but maybe not quite the thing itself.”

Aza Holmes is not your usual 16-year-old. She suffers from OCD, and it seems to control not just her thoughts, but her existence as a whole. When her wild best friend, Daisy, suggests that they should investigate the disappearance of the fugitive billionaire Russell Pickett in order to win the hundred-thousand-dollar reward, by getting in touch with his son, Davis, she’s apprehensive about it. But they do it anyway. And so begins their journey.

Turtles All the Way Down is a book I’d been waiting for, for five years. So, when it was announced, I was beyond exultant, and before I started reading it, I was beyond nervous. Now having finished it, I can safely say for the gazillionth time that John Green truly never disappoints. He indeed is a master of creating not just great and relatable Young Adult literature, but also extremely interesting and complex female protagonists.

We’re immediately introduced to the chaos that pervades Aza’s head, and not once does the author attempt to sugarcoat or romanticise her mental illness. Her anxiety and paranoia are presented in such a raw form that you almost feel like you’re being sucked into her spiralling thoughts; but this is done all while maintaining the wit and humour in the background.

Daisy as Aza’s extroverted best friend and Davis as her love interest are characters that add the necessary colour to her black canvas. Like always, Green never lets the age of his characters affect the bandwidth of their intellectual conversations. They discuss science, poetry, history, and give us a glimpse into the vast knowledge the author himself possesses. The story is gripping, evocative, and includes passages that make you stop and think. The dialogues are crisp, and the writing is supremely lyrical and seamless. The pace might seem a little slow at the start, but that’s a hurdle you overcome pretty quickly. In true John Green style, the open ending leaves the reader feeling both helpless and hopeful.

I closed this book with tears in my eyes, wishing to thank John Green, both for giving us a precious book after so long, and for creating Aza; a girl filled with flaws and insecurities and love. I want to give her a long, tight hug.

Rating: 4.5/5.