I’ve been a nomad ever
since I can remember, hopping from one destination to another. I was born near
the ocean, flown across skies and continents, and raised by the desert. I imagined
my luggage had wheels and wings, apparating me to distant lands whose art I was
yet to devour. All those stamps on my passport testified my wanderlust gene.
That’s how I learnt, that’s how I thrived, and that’s how I’ve become.
Growing up in the Arab
kingdom was a royal affair of exotic food, hypnotic lights and orgasmic
colognes. Mom gifted me Sherlock Holmes
and Dad introduced me to Feluda. Chanting
of the Hanuman Chalisa was
accompanied by echoes of the Fajr
prayer. Aloo Posto was a dinner
favourite and so was Fettuccine Alfredo. Tagore’s Rabindra Sangeet filled the silence as much as Beethoven’s symphonies.
School was all about the exchange of Tiffin boxes and bellowing lunchtime
blabber; boxes that carried over a dozen cuisines, and blabber that comprised
of 16 different tongues, all resonating as the sound of friendship. Summer
vacations often meant receiving weird looks from the crowd because our
Chevrolet had suddenly transformed into a rickety rickshaw and my 5-year-old
self couldn’t fathom why. Dumplings were replaced with Phuchka, and all I could do was hog on the spicy snack beside the filthy
stall while the audience blinked at my naive glee. Curiosity stitched us
together.
People sympathised with
my frequent address fluctuation. “I don’t mind it”, I said, concealing the
smirk of my Bohemian heart. Half the population marveled at my ability to speak
in Bengali and the rest was befuddled by my fluent English. “Why can’t I know
both?” I asked. After all, one was the dialect in my blood, and the other was
the voice in my soul.
I laughed at the
stories of the Red Tide and shared them with the White Cricket. I engraved my
name on the stone walls and the black sand, and believed it would stay. I
waddled through lanes unknown. They were strangers, till they became home. I
met people who counted the same stars and danced on the same ground. I got lost,
till I was found. I left my mark on the roads abound.
A map. A world. A giant
sea. I could drown. I could fly. A thousand possibilities. I watched and observed
and witnessed, and ultimately realized that if you listen very closely, it all melts
into one vision and one language and one heartbeat. Call us travelers, rovers
or gypsies; we’re all the same kettle of fish. I’m happy with having one foot
on the ground and other on the move. And I refuse to cease exploring till my
existence is marked with the ink of adventures and my blood becomes an
amalgamation of all the soils my lips have touched. Till I meander, till I wonder,
till I breathe.
You know this is the only thing I was jealous about you. You get to see,taste,feel so many things and I think that's why you have such a flair in your writing. But jealousy apart I am astounded by your positivity because you made home in both the places. You accepted the grandeur as well as found beauty in the shady,poor corners of a city that has a strange sense of beauty.Not many people can accept that and you embraced it without hesitation. :)
ReplyDeleteHaha. Actually, it wasn't that difficult. You see, I had amazing friends to help me acclimatize with the changes. :D I still remember the first day in college when we just couldn't stop blabbering about Harry Potter, and how surprised we were to have found Potterheads in a city that's slightly alien to the YA culture. <3
DeleteStory our lives! And yes we love the cities we have never been to also. Its so beautiful taani with so many memories of our life, our innocence. Aah please start writing your own novel please
ReplyDeleteHehe. Thank you, Kaush. :* Inshallah I will, someday soon. :)
DeleteSayantani! This is beautiful! Just, beautiful! The way you've described everything, I can relate to each word you've written! You've put down the story of our lives and packed it into these lovely 3 minutes :') you're brilliant and your work is commendable! I will always be most proud to call you as my best friend! :') May God bless you always with all the success and prosperity in life, ameen! :')
ReplyDeleteFayizuuuuu! Yaaay! Mission accomplished :D That was the aim, really; to write about something all us desert kids can identify with :) I'm so, so overwhelmed that you liked it! <3
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